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Ok so first I start I am already saying sorry if it hurt you or you feel bad..
The day before yesterday I saw some photos of Michael's that room where He was on 25th June 2009..Sorry... I have seen that earlier also and every time when I see that, I feel what I can't explain. Whenever I see that bed, I feel like so blank..the wrinkles on that bedsheet, that pillow........ But whenever I see that Doll.....ufff
I chose my name Michael's Doll because I know He Love his Doll like anything.. I see that Doll again and again by zooming which make my hands shivers.. we all know it is tough. I look at that Doll and I want to hug that, because she is used to it.. she have habit to get hugs from Michael everyday.. when that bad news came, all His fans cried badly.. but what about His Doll who can't even cry. She is just a plastic or material Doll, so why I am feeling for her? Because she gave Love to Our Michael, she was a good friend to Michael, she was a baby to Michael and Michael may be was her baby.. she have gone through everything which Michael faced.... Because she was there with Michael always....
Many many times Michael would have cried with her..when people were misunderstood Him and He didn't get a chance to explain and no one cared about Truth, many many times Michael have talked with her..about how He feel, what He is thinking, many many times Michael have hug her, many many times Michael would shared secrets with her.. the Doll which can't speak, can't talk can't walk, ..a Doll who don't have Heart inside, just a plastic who gave Michael a chance to Love and explain.. so what about the Human? Who have Heart, who have Life....
On that bed I saw her or may be him, I can call her or him because she will don't mind and not have fight with me, because she is a Doll.. I felt that may be few minutes before she was in Michael's arms hugging, may be she is still have that warmth.. few minutes before Michael said her something and that words in Michael's voice still traveling inside her.. may be she was in Michael's hand few minutes before and have Michael's fingerprint on her body.. may be few minutes before Michael kissed her and she have His lips stains... Oh I am sorry
What I really want to say is who have Hearts, hurting Michael badly and who didn't even have Heart actually was really gave Support and Love to Michael.. We are Humans, if a Doll can give Happiness to someone who really need.. what can we give, think about that and get ready to give Love to everyone.. may be who knows you are the only way to him or her, may be you are the only reason to Smile for him or her....
I am sorry if I hurt or went out of place, and for my English too.... I feel sad about Michael's Doll, and I really don't know where she is know.. who is taking care of her or not... She might be missing Michael badly like us....
God bless
August 12, 2023- -
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